Im Back :)

okay im finally posting again. its 11.10pm now. okay lets start with the latest. im like happy/sad/full of sorrow/angry/frustrated and some others. sad, sort of angry and abit frustrated because i can't believe that someone is actually the junior captain!!! i never knew how much i wanted that post. i knew i wanted it but i didnt know how much. im not sure how i actually managed to feel okay and keep a straight face the whole day. i cant believe it that when i reached home and told my mum, i started crying. ( im not exactly sure why though :(....) mmmm...i guess life isnt always fair. but i must try to stay positive. i cant let something like this get me down. if it can, then how am i going to face future things? i dont have any reason to feel sad because their like going to vote again next year...and i still got a chance for junior vice captain. so yeah i guess i can stay happy :). and the good thing is that i still beat her at tt :)

so now...moving on. i was so happy today because i could try out my new table tennis bat :). adora borrowed it before i could try it for the first time but it was okay :) we should always share and lend things :). when i got it back it was like so cool! i didnt have to use so much strength as my old bat because this one the rubber had " power " and the old one didnt. i finally got a table tennis jersey!!! and the Team SJC tracksuit! i finally feel a part of this cca because of the jersey. :). yups.......mmm camp on wednesday to friday :) we're doing some water sports but we're not sure what. but i think its canoeing or something like that :).

mm...this year is like so important because of the streaming and everything. oh i forgot to mention! Im in 2 Endurance! THE sports class lol. meaning every single person in the class is in a school team cca. thats cool huh lol :). yup streaming....if i cant study bio and chem in sec 3 and 4, i dunno what im going to do. i just got my time table. for some of the subjects, the teachers dun really teach that good so i got to study more on my own :(. sigh...im not sayiong that their incompeteble(im not sure if this is the right word to use lol) but it kinda would be better if they were like really good lol.

mm...i finally foudn my best friend :) and its Charmaine Low!! one of the few people i can turn to if im sad or anything lol :). she gets me up when im down and i get her up too when shes down :). mmm now its 11.22pm. i guess i should go and sleep now.

PS: sorry about the messy blog. i dont really know how to use a blog and some of my friends are helping me edit it. :) cya!

yawnn...im so tired. its like 1.16am now. I shouldnt have left my art animations until today... well serves me right. just finished writing out my script for tomorrows PW Presentation.

I cant believe that they did this to me. Karen,Kimberly and Delia. During chinese Period today, teacher asked us to take out our (bao gao) reports and like i was the only one who did it so they took mine. THey made me take the majong paper and the markers, and they even made me go to teacher to hand it in so that she could mark it and they let me take the blame for not handing it in b4 the holidays. and after we finished, they made me go outside the class room to paste the stupid bao gao outside the class room. i hate them!!!!!!!! serves them right. i ignored them almost all the way till the end of scl. but you know my anger doesnt last long.

well...im dead tired now. didnt even study for geography test tml...yawn...good night yalls...

I cant believe i havent updated my blog for almost a month. I've been having very wierd dreams now adays....but most of them are happy..i feel sad when i wake up to realise that it was only a dream...its the end of the holidays....and all i did was play computer. it so irresponsible of me to not even study and to not even touch my homework....im doomed..well....im off for now..

funny. cant believe i didnt update this for 12 days. rowena's bugging me again! keeps asking me if she can join the scl team...sigh..not my decision rowena so stop askin me okays? havent talked to jaryllyn in a longgg time.. wonder wats up wif leon since he hasnt been talkin to her lately maybe cuz the A's are comin...my life is soo boring...

National day celebration was today. had so much fun singing the songs in the hall with my friends. then the funfair thingy started. everyone was going mad buying all the roses and sunflowers haha i bought about 8 i think lol shopping spree. i saw mr pang selling mua chee or however you spell it lol. i walked passed him with my friends and said " hey mr pang are you sure its edible? " lolx it was so funny and he said " ya its edible " hehe and we all started laughing. then my frens and i started giving our frens some roses haha then i went back to buy more and some more again haha. and do you know wahts the MOST depressing thing? i gave SOOO many people roses and not even ONE person gave ME a rose! sigh so sad.....=( so i bought one at the end of scl so as not to be the odd one out haha. oh yeah....during the few minutes b4 the prayers started i made a bargain with michelle haha. she told me that if i gave a rose to natalie for her she would give one rose to anne for me. so obviously i agreed hahaha. anyways after scl i cant believe what michelle did !!! while i was buying a rose, she told anne who was a few tables away that i was somewhere over there. i was hiding behind some tall seniors haha and she walked behind me lol i turned and she was infront of me!!! lol so embarrassing. at first she didnt see me then 1 second later she saw me and said " hey thanks." at first iw asnt sure what to say and i said " er..thanks i mean your welcome " and i smiled hahaha. grr michelle im going to STRANGLE YOU!!!! stares at michelle-, she starts running and i tackle her to the ground! lolx

had table tennis today. there were like umm 4 coaches altogether. learnt sum new stuff today n mastered 2 of em. finally mastered another service technique and the back hand smash fore hand still sucks. coach said that i was good haha

wooohooo....finally! the tests are alllllllllllll over and im back online. so lets see.....ah i'll start with moooonday. we had the english ct first. it was quite easy in my opinion then we had the history paper. i totally messed up the primary and secondary sources now......i've gotten that question wrong haha. then on tuesday we had boring literature. the moment i read the question i was abit shocked cuz i didnt noe what to write. so in the end, i just wrote some very long stuff on love themes.wednesday was umm math it was okay but i forgot how to do the stupid algeboreee. thursday was geography. im veryyy veryyy sure that im going to fail that. i cant believe that the only thing that i think is correct is the rock cycle haha. yesterdays paper was wayyyyyyyyy easy it was bio and home e. the bio paper was easy despite the fact that i forgot what were the effects of carbon monoxide. and the home e paper i forgot what would happen if u lacked sodium so overall it was alright...

saw cassie off at the airport last night. i took a lift from chan to the airrrrport and we met cassie at crystal jade. after a few mins of chatting the three of us decided to go to swensens. we totally lost our way haha.. walked one biggggg round from crystal jade and ended up at the back of it then we walked straight took the escalator down and got lost. finally we found the same escalator and went one more level down to mc's met cassie's aunt there and we walked like 50metres b4 reaching the polar cafe where cassie asked the peeps working there where swensens was. and we stilll got lost. finally cassie said " why dun we take a taxi there or sumthing " and we all started laughing and i said " eh uncle! swensens! " and we laughed even harder. we FINALLY reached swensens and had to wait such a long time b4 sumone came to take our orders. we each bought a STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE icecream cone haha. and we took another hour just to walk allll the wayyyy back to crystal jade. b4 cassie left mel arrived at last haha we talked abit and we all called chan " orlando BLOOOOOOMMMM " haha and we all laughed when one of us said hey chan would you like us to water you haha. so we walked around her saying bloooooooommmmmm blooommmmm waiting for the flower to blooom. and i added to the laughter by saying " hey would u like sum fertiliser? theres sum on the pot here " and we all laughed again. i found that i wasnt at all sad when it was time to go as i knew i'd be seeing her again soon. and we still smsed each other even after she went through the gate thingy haha.
hey chan! GO BLOOM!

signing off, " eh uncle! swensens! "

havent been posting fer awhile cuz i've been real busy yeah... * sneeze * yep you guessed it. im sick. but even how sick i am i will always go ta school. anyways, I CANT BELIEVE IT! CHARMAINE WENT TO THE DOCTOR AND SHE GAVE HER TWO WEEKS MC NO PHYSICAL EXERCISES!!!! TWO WEEKS! now shes gonna miss 6 trainings sigh.....shes the only one worth playin with hahaha. argh....i have so many amendments to make to the stupid project work powerpoint.well....till then....*sneeze* cya!

went to school for table tennis though it started at 9.30, i went at 8.30 cuz the rents' couldnt fetch me later. geraldine saw me and said " what are you doing here so early? it starts at 9.30 you know? " i told her yes i know but my parents couldnt fetch me later haha. she felt that she couldnt leave me there all alone so she brought me up together with her frens to the comp lab cuz they were doing some tt video i think haha.
at 9am ms lim siew chun came in to check how they were doing. at 9.35 geraldine was getting ready to leave so i quickly switched off my comp. i had a feeling she might forget me haha and i was right! the moment the door closed, i quickly opened it and walked after them, at the corner to the staircase, she looked behind and saw me walking haha she got such a shock. she said " omg im so sorry !!! i forgot u!! " ms lim said " aiyo ni zen me ke yi wang le ta ne? " haha it was so funny. then we all went down the the gym for table tennis.
there were 3 coaches today phew.. the other 2 played with gerald and adora and the coach taught rach and i a new service technique...it was kinda cool haha. left at about 11.20am, adora was real cool about it haha. i love sjc table tennis to the core!!!!!!! its sad that sum of us dun give a damn about the team. all i know is that charmaine joanne and i love the team!!!! sjc table tennis i love you!!!!

i had alot of fun today. The humanities play was so funny especially the one on huag tuang or something like that. anyways during that play the sultan(king) said what the hell you are you doing! haha so everyone started laughing. tt was very fun haha. won all my intra house matches but its like i only got 2 points for the ones i played. scl team training was normal until the last hour where adora asked sam,sheryl,peckhoon and jocelyn to come and train us sec1s haha they wasted the first 15mins trying to decide who was going to train who. and they wasted another 10mins deciding who to choose haha. anyways the qie-ing was fun. i guess its cuz celeste had already taught charmaine and i. oh yeah she isnt angry with me anymore haha.

argh..charmaine is still angry with me. i dont think shes angry with me anymore. shes more like just stubborn haha. but i know it wont be long before she starts talking to me again haha. i know her very well. oh i forgot! i havent prepared my ingredients for home econs tomorrow! gtg do it bye!

i cant believe it. i actually spent $20 going to the arcade with cassandra and rachael melanie. we played at the dancing games like 10 times haha. anyways i had fun with them. i dont believe that my parents wont let me buy the new harry potter book cuz its like 40 bucks sigh...anyways i wont die not having it before the rest of my friends haha.

misundestanding

oh....i just found out that it was all a misunderstanding. it wasnt adora's fault in the first place. lao shi canceled the training at the last minute. i know i know...im wrong to think that it was adora's fault. i think deep down, i never thought it as her fault...

steamed

havent posted for awhile so.....i'll start about friday. yup friday.
well...charmaine,rachel,janelle and i walked slowly up to the gym to like pu our bags down to go and change for table tennis. we were VERY NERVOUS i mean like that was the first training. gosh! im so steamed. adora like came into the gym after we cameback from the toilet. She basically just said " sec 1s come here " we were like do we have to? anyway, she sounded kinda fedup. Well we went into the gym and she told us to bring down the basket of balls cuz we would be training in the hall today for table tennis. in the end we trained in the gym. first, my frens and i played doubles then we took turns to paly singles. sigh...then after that adora told us. ok pack up, we are going to play basketball. i thought " huh? basketball?" so we packed everything up and went down to e courts. but we couldnt play cuz the npcc was using the court so like tt ended there. went hm after that to bathe and SLEEP!

next day, went to scl to find out that....there...was...NO TABLE TENNIS TRAINING!! i was so steamed. i went all the way to scl to find out that there was no training. adora told me frens and i that there was training today. but when two of em reached scl, geraldine the vice cap asked the, " hey. why are you guys here? there isnt any training today. " so my frens decided to like not tell me so i ended up going to scl for nothing. sigh..i dunno why my opinion of adora has changed/ before training no friday, i was like adora is a kind and great leader. but now...i dunno why my opinion of her has changed. its like i know that being a captain means that you must be firm and like be a leader. so i know why shes like that during training shes like act as a captain to all of us. but i just cant help feeling down. i know that shes a nice person through like our talks with each other and all. anyways, ...emily has advised me not to think too much about it and to stay happy..so i'll try...........................................................

Im like SOOOO HAPPY andd SOOOO SADD!!!!!!! Adora told charmaine,rachel chua,joanne ng, janelle and I at the end of table tennis cca today that we were selected to be temporary school team players. so basically i think that means that if they dun think we are suitable they will like select another person from the cca team. Sigh.....now im happy and sad. sad cuz the trainings are one wednesday, friday and saturday. i dont mind the days but for saturday, training starts at 9.30am to 12.30pm. my drum class starts at 12pm and its at plaza singapura. I REALLY WANT TO BE IN THE TABLE TENNIS SCHOOL TEAM and i REALLY WANT TO BE ON THE DRUM CLASS sigh... my dad told me to tell the teacher if i could go off early. im not sure if she'll let me. sigh...theres always a catch.

argh..my bones are aching. I went to olgc with rachael melanie, rachelle chan, cassandra and genevieve to visit the teachers. Miss Constance Tan actually gave us WORK to do!!!! omg can you believe it!? We went all the way from sjc to see her (well my other friends wanted to see her) and she actually gave us SO much work to do. the teachers were planning some stupid fairytale play for the p1 and p2and she wanted us to print out the words " Fairytales " and " Once upon a time... " and " Happily ever after. " and she actually asked us to print out the letters for Fairytales ON EACH SHEET OF PAPER!! AND WE HAD TO CUT THE LETTERS OUT! OMG WHAT KIND OF TEACHER ACTUALLY GIVES HER EX STUDENTS WORK TO DO WHEN THEY COME AND VISIT!? ESPECIALLY SINCE ONE OF US JUST CAME BACK FROM ISRAEL TO VISIT HER! we also actually had to put lil bits of blue tag on each letter and we had to climb on the ladder to put them up! and mrs sim came out of e office and said it was too high and we had to remove them and put them up AGAIN! then she said she couldnt see the once upon a time and happily ever after words cuz the colour dosent stand out so she wanted us to PRINT THEM OUT AGAIN IN A DIFFERENT COLOUR! luckily for us, rachael mel tot of a brilliant idea of outlining the words with a black marker or esle we would ahve stayed there till 6!!!! WE HADN'T EVEN HAD LUNCH BY 5 !!!! im gonna make sure i dun see her when i go back to olgc next time.

anyways for school, Mrs Sharon Ho is back and her teaching is SOOO much better that she only has to explain once and we all understand immediately. sigh...new south wales test is tml.boring. yawn i better start doing my homework. ciao!

hahaha i had such a fun time welcoming cassandra back. its like some of her relatives came too and like we all went to mcdonalds to chat. the 5 of us shared one table and we were like laughing nonstop. and when rachael melanie asked cassandra " so you came from australia right?" i actually spat out my ice lemon tea that i was about to swallow and i spat it at rachelle chan! wahahhahahahah!!! i mean obviously she came from israel!! haha it was so funny

I cant believe i forgot to add this... CASSIE IS COMING BACK TOMORROW!!!! WOOOHOOO!!!! I cant believe its been already 11 months since i last saw her! weeeeee!!!!!! im going to welcome her back at 6.30 am tml morning hahahha at the airport lol. rachael mel rachelle chan and i, rachel yzelman will be there to see her. we are the THREE RACHELLEAELELS hahaha

today was the worst day ever. we got the new time tables and now everyday sucks!!!! arghh man project work is on tuesday!!!!!! ahhhhh!!!! and for monday we have to hike to the fourth floor then to the first floor and back to the fourth bloor again.. lame. and WORST of all!!!!!! OUR NEW LITERATURE TEACHER IS MRS ELAINE KOH!!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I WANT MRS LOW!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! oh man.....this time table is wayyyyy messed up!!!! argh.....well this is secondary school life hahaha....why did they ahve to change literature teachers!?!?!?sigh...
Our last literature lesson with mrs low was very funny. melissa pushed jolene when she was off balance and she crashed down right infront of mrs low hahahahha everyone started laughing like mad!!! HAHAHAHHAHA sigh... at least the day ended with a good ending hahaha...sigh...i'll miss her teachings haha.

today was quite alright until it came to the cheenese period. three of my so called friends thought of a new name to call me and i was very angry when i heard it. they've been calling me Imon and now they call me " chao chee mon ". and they are insulting my SURname. i drew the line when they called me imon and now that they've passed it im really ticked off. i mean their insulting my surname! even though its only part of my surname its still part of it. sigh... a few periods after that i was laughing away with my real friends. I guess i just learnt something new of myself today. I learnt that my anger evaporates away real fast and that i dont stay angry for long. i guess thats a good thing then. sigh...when i go to school tomorrow, they are going to wonder why im not angry anymore haha. well thats all for now....see you!

math today was completely boring. he taught us like we were primary 1 kids or something. TT was especially fun haha cuz today was the inter house sec 1 competition lol. They changed all our oponents dammit haha but im still happy anyway cuz i won my singles match!! and the doubles dunno who won, the umpire also never say haha. the school team players took down all e sec 1 names hahaha cant wait to see who gets into tt scl team haha. :) arghh all my free time is evaporating haha talk about stress. its like so fast so many tests again its like theres only 2 weeks left! sigh...

today was nerve racking haha...i'm worried about tomorrow's table tennis inter house competition...even though im against my friend but im still nervous haha. yawn...watched a movie at home with my bro.....after dinner played abit of table tennis with him on the dinning table haha... now im updating my friendster lol...its so boring......anyways tahts all fer now...cya!

slept through the morning and woke up in time to go for a movie with e family. We went to watch War of the Worlds. it was quite frightening actually, especially the part where tom cruise,dakota fanning, and some guy were in a basement and one of the alien's was looking around the basement because " the guy " had been shouting. It was so scary haha i almost jumped out of my skin at one part where they woke up to find the alien looking at them haha. I think that the ending was bad...the alien just froze to death and thats how the war ended haha. after e movie i went to 77th street to see if i could find any earrings that i liked and hoped to buy haha. everyone needs new stuff sometimes right? yawnss..... i have ting xie tomorrow so nighty night all cya!

got up as usual and went to suntec city to shop with the 'rents. Bought this cute top at This Fashion and went up to the arcade for e few games haha. Got to relax sometimes right? Then we went to NIKE!!! I bought my fav shoe i'd always wanted haha its a nike dunk. It was the last pair haha and thankfully it fit me haha. my bro finally got the second computer fixed so now im using it haha. the graphics are totally bad haha i tried to play a game but it was so bad i couldnt see anything. well...thats all fer now. cya!

today was wayyy bad. I went for my drum class and when my mum came to pick me up from e mrt she asked me to go n buy lunch at gardens. I was like oh alright. Reached home and got scolding for her because she thought i didnt ask the aunty not to put chilli in the laksa. But I did tell her. Everytime i buy lunch, when she checks the food she will start scoldin me because something was wrong. If she asks me to buy char siew rice and if theres something wrong its like always " I TOLD YOU TO TELL HIM TO PUT A LITTLE BIT OF GRAVY ONLY! YOU SEE? NOW HOW TO EAT THE RICE HUH? ITS SOAKING IN GRAVY! " or " I TOLD YOU TO ASK HIM TO GIVE US LEAN MEAT RIGHT? " sigh....i hate saturdays. Anyways my second computer broke down a few weeks ago and my uncle gave us one and its like so OUTDATED. its still at windows 98 and its wayy too slow...Lan Card isnt working so i cant play lan games with my brothers. Saturdays really suck.

be yourself day

Sigh...today sucked. I actually wore a denim skirt and a black polo tee. It was my first time wearing a skirt in like maybe 3 or 4 years. I was so paranoid, i kept asking my friend if it looked alright and if i should change into my jeans which i brought along. paranoid huh? school was okay....mr lim didnt come...AGAIN! we have missed like 6 periods worth of bio already... havent even started any chapters for this semester haha. Lol anne told me to wave to her if i saw her in school. I think i saw her on the fourth level during the first period, i was going to wave and like she turned around and walked towards the staircase haha. my friends wanted to nominate me to represent the class for the best dressed person thingy but luckily they didnt. thats all fer now....see you!
signing off

sigh...today sucked couldnt take in the history i was studying for tml's test. During the Youth Day mass the priest liked to talk alot haha and he was like you know this? and i told my friend no i dunno haha. he could crack jokes now and then but some were pretty lame...he went on for like 2hours waywayyy past the period of time he had haha mrs elaine koh had to remind him haha so like everyone heard.
at the end of the mass Mrs Angelina Tan started scolding us cuz like everyone was so noisy...natalie kept laughing so loudly i had to tell her to keep quiet haha i finally told her that i'd bet she couldnt keep quiet for 5mins and she actually kept quiet haha. anyways while mrs tan was scolding us we were all sitting in silence and suddenly there was some sound that sounded like a handphone so she said " and what was that!?" then it turned out to be some teacher's handphone lol so like everyone laughed for like 2seconds then we stopped cuz she looked angry again.
tomorrow is like " Be yourself day " so we can wear anything we want im not sure wat i want to wear haha i want to wear a skirt but im afraid my friends would laugh so i think i'll wear either jeans and a shirt or pants and a shirt haha oh ya can wear ankle socks also hahaha (grins)
signing off

today was like a really great day!!! durin table tennis, adora came up to the gym. i was like cool adora's here haha hope she plays with me. and true enough, she actually asked me to play with her!!!! i was so nervous haha dunno why maybe its cuz shes the junior capitain haha... she was so calm lol she actually had to ask me to relax cuz i was like shaking haha...was fun haha then.....the peeps from the other scl came to the gym so we had to stop playing haha at least it was fun while it lasted :D see you!!!

no fair!!

its so unfair!! my dad told me that only my bro could go to perth durin the hols! Went to the carrefour in suntec city today. me bros and i acted like idiots cuz we picked up the toy lightsabers and started fighting everyone was like starin at us haha. bought 2 of them one red one blue...after that went to sweelee to buy my drum practice pad and maybe the double paddels. the Iron Cobra DP wasnt instock so im waiting till its instock then im buying...well now im gonna play jedi with my bros haha :P cya !