steamed

havent posted for awhile so.....i'll start about friday. yup friday.
well...charmaine,rachel,janelle and i walked slowly up to the gym to like pu our bags down to go and change for table tennis. we were VERY NERVOUS i mean like that was the first training. gosh! im so steamed. adora like came into the gym after we cameback from the toilet. She basically just said " sec 1s come here " we were like do we have to? anyway, she sounded kinda fedup. Well we went into the gym and she told us to bring down the basket of balls cuz we would be training in the hall today for table tennis. in the end we trained in the gym. first, my frens and i played doubles then we took turns to paly singles. sigh...then after that adora told us. ok pack up, we are going to play basketball. i thought " huh? basketball?" so we packed everything up and went down to e courts. but we couldnt play cuz the npcc was using the court so like tt ended there. went hm after that to bathe and SLEEP!

next day, went to scl to find out that....there...was...NO TABLE TENNIS TRAINING!! i was so steamed. i went all the way to scl to find out that there was no training. adora told me frens and i that there was training today. but when two of em reached scl, geraldine the vice cap asked the, " hey. why are you guys here? there isnt any training today. " so my frens decided to like not tell me so i ended up going to scl for nothing. sigh..i dunno why my opinion of adora has changed/ before training no friday, i was like adora is a kind and great leader. but now...i dunno why my opinion of her has changed. its like i know that being a captain means that you must be firm and like be a leader. so i know why shes like that during training shes like act as a captain to all of us. but i just cant help feeling down. i know that shes a nice person through like our talks with each other and all. anyways, ...emily has advised me not to think too much about it and to stay happy..so i'll try...........................................................