Im Back :)

okay im finally posting again. its 11.10pm now. okay lets start with the latest. im like happy/sad/full of sorrow/angry/frustrated and some others. sad, sort of angry and abit frustrated because i can't believe that someone is actually the junior captain!!! i never knew how much i wanted that post. i knew i wanted it but i didnt know how much. im not sure how i actually managed to feel okay and keep a straight face the whole day. i cant believe it that when i reached home and told my mum, i started crying. ( im not exactly sure why though :(....) mmmm...i guess life isnt always fair. but i must try to stay positive. i cant let something like this get me down. if it can, then how am i going to face future things? i dont have any reason to feel sad because their like going to vote again next year...and i still got a chance for junior vice captain. so yeah i guess i can stay happy :). and the good thing is that i still beat her at tt :)

so now...moving on. i was so happy today because i could try out my new table tennis bat :). adora borrowed it before i could try it for the first time but it was okay :) we should always share and lend things :). when i got it back it was like so cool! i didnt have to use so much strength as my old bat because this one the rubber had " power " and the old one didnt. i finally got a table tennis jersey!!! and the Team SJC tracksuit! i finally feel a part of this cca because of the jersey. :). yups.......mmm camp on wednesday to friday :) we're doing some water sports but we're not sure what. but i think its canoeing or something like that :).

mm...this year is like so important because of the streaming and everything. oh i forgot to mention! Im in 2 Endurance! THE sports class lol. meaning every single person in the class is in a school team cca. thats cool huh lol :). yup streaming....if i cant study bio and chem in sec 3 and 4, i dunno what im going to do. i just got my time table. for some of the subjects, the teachers dun really teach that good so i got to study more on my own :(. sigh...im not sayiong that their incompeteble(im not sure if this is the right word to use lol) but it kinda would be better if they were like really good lol.

mm...i finally foudn my best friend :) and its Charmaine Low!! one of the few people i can turn to if im sad or anything lol :). she gets me up when im down and i get her up too when shes down :). mmm now its 11.22pm. i guess i should go and sleep now.

PS: sorry about the messy blog. i dont really know how to use a blog and some of my friends are helping me edit it. :) cya!